Monday, April 6, 2009

redemption for my pains

I'm waking up to find you gone,
Absent in all but my memories,
Alone with none but my enemies.
Nothing but photographs to look upon.

And sitting here, so solitary,
I wish I wasn't so alone.
I want to prove how much I've grown,
But mistakes have made me wary.

No blame to cast on others,
Nor can I weep for my loss.
For I am Jesus upon my cross,
A martyr with self destructive spurs.

My problems are my only friends,
For they are what they should be.
The only x-ray of my personality,
That stick to the bitter end.

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